I'm Perfect in My Imperfections

Hai , ouh lama xupdate blog,,rindu nk menulis,, lg2 wat karangan mcm time spm dulu2..
Tapi aku percaya , after aku update je blog ni msti ramai nk mngata,, kadang2 xfaham la ape yg mereka nk dari aku .. Im just trying to be me .. not u .. yeah im not perfect, are u perfect? huh ..?

Entry kali ni nk emosi sikit,, tgk saja pada isi pendahuluan :(
sedih . This is my life, This is ME, I’m gonna do whatever I want to be happy, I'm gonna be the best whatever I wanna be. Kenapa aku selalu di duga cmni ek, ape la salah aku ..whatever is, just smile, It irritates those who wish to destroy you AIDA. Msti kau akan lg sakit aty kan .. even aku senyum sekali pon , ape mslhnye ? haishhh .. kadang2 nk senyum pon kena berhati2,,

I'm not perfect but I'm just being my self and that's the best I can do. I know I'm not perfect,!! I don't try to be, I'll always just be ME. !! tu pon salah ker? I don't need perfect people in my life, I only need true people in my life that will always love, care and be there for me. NOT LIKE U !! have more drama than those tv dramas. !! banyak sgt tgk drama melayu gamaknye ,

Call me ugly, call me stupid, call me bitch but it won't make you better than me. !! i'll show u tht im more good enough than u ,, lau ni pon di jdkn isu ,, seriously kaum apekah kau ye? ini blog aku , tmpt aku meluahkan ape aku nk ckp , kau jgn mnyakitkn aty kau dgn blog aku oke , jgn sesekali .. !!

I can’t control my feelings but I hate how my feelings control me. I hate wasting my time thinking about you, knowing you don't even care about me ,, its KARMA dude .. buat la ape kau nk buat , sikit pon aty aku xkn pnh blembut ngn kau .. kau bukan kwn , tp kau LAWAN aku skrg ,, THANX

----a Part Of me -----

Sometimes I get so jealous, thinking that someone else could make they smile and laugh more often than I can.

I miss our conversations, simply the old us. 

They have no idea how much I miss them like crazy here. My smile doesn't always mean I'm happy, sometimes it means I can manage but sometimes it just means I'm tired of crying.

I wish somebody would understand me and care for me. Sometimes I really wish I could just disappear for a day and see who will miss me when I'm gone. When I'm bored in class, I write or draw things on table. Girls, i miss that moment...

I just want you all, all of your flaws, mistakes, smiles, giggles, jokes, laughter and everything, I just want you all. 

Be crazy, be weird, be you and don't be afraid of what anybody thinks. yups thats u Eyla (bem)

Your parents bought you a phone, computer myb, pay for school, you can eat good food and enjoy your life, they're the best gift God gave to you. I like when u share u happiness wif our fren , for sure its u Yaya (chubby) 

When you're so damn sleepy and force yourself to wake up early for school. Guess who ? of coz u are Yus (tudy)

I don't care people hate me, I don't care how bad I was in their eyes, I only care about people who understand and care of me~  =(

Dear Bestfriends, thanks for making me happy, smile and laugh all the time,
Best frens FOREVER ~

      

                                                                                                              eyla,yaya,yus~

------ oRG pNdaI mmG cmTu -----

Oke fine , kau pndai ...kau besa ..yee aku tau ...p xsemua ape kau buat tu betul !! 

ber AGAK cket step kau ,, totally aku meluat giler !! 

Xkesah la kau dh besar ke ape kn .. lau hebad sgt tunjuk kn sehabis mungkin !! 

Xpyh nk komen je keje kau !! org laen pon ssh jgk ... p xd la smpai nazak sgt !!

Tunjuk la lg pndai , yes !! mmg kau pndai ...tp perlu ke kau engt org sekeliling kau bdoh ?? Kau pndai ??? Sepandai2 kau ..ade yg lg pandai dr kau !! 

Makin hari kau buad aku mkin meluat !! serius dude !! wtf !!  

Now !! aku betul2 bengang la ngn sikap kau nih !! 

what a shame beb ! ...and the moment kau perasan bgus .. kau engat aku nk dengar ckp kau ? beb silap tu ... ngn org laen bole la,, lau aku mmg tidak la ! ni kau nk jmpe kau punye buku ngn ruas kn ??! 

Haaa... kan dh !!

Aku xbleh chill lg beb ... tlpas lg satu ayt dr kau mmg aku mletup , time tu aku dh xkire kau sape .. baru puas aty kau ! tnggu n lihat .. 

KARMA NAMANYA!!

------ Masih Bisa ------

ѕααт αкυ тєятαωα đιαтαѕ ѕємυα

ѕααт αкυ мєηαηgιѕι кєѕєđιнαηкυ

αкυ ιηgιη єηgкαυ ѕєĻαĻυ αđα

αкυ ιηgιη єηgкαυ кєηαηg αкυ ѕєĻαĻυ

ѕєĻαмα αкυ мαѕιн вιѕα вєяηαƒαѕ

мαѕιн ѕαηggυρ вєяĵαĻαη αкυ αкαη ѕєĻαĻυ мєяιηđυιмυ

мєѕкιρυη αкυ тιđαк тαк тαнυ єηgкαυ αđα đιмαηα

đєηgαякαηĻαн αкυ мєяιηđυιмυ

ѕααт αкυ мєη¢υвα мєяυвαн ѕєgαĻαηуα

ѕααт αкυ мєяαтαρι кєкαĻαнαηкυ

αкυ ιηgιη єηgкαυ ѕєĻαĻυ αđα đιѕιѕιкυ

------ cEmBurU ------

Cemburu nye... haishhh aku cemburu .!!!

oke fine aku sgt2 cemburu ! jeles... dan sewaktu dgn nye !!

hmmm ... it shuld b oke ... hmm , myb !! bharap sgt itu cume sebentar ..

pless3 ... buang perasan ni ... plesss... im begging to myself ryte now! wut shuld i do ...

Ya Allah ..relaz lar aida ... jgn lar cemburu sgt .. cm org bangang je kau ni ... hmmm  =(

hmmm ...my BAD

         

------ sTrEsS ------

okey guys ..

salam muhibah salam satu malaysia ..

Just nk update cket je psl mnggu ni n mnggu akan dtg, dh mcm retis lak rasanya!!

hehee,, omG , next week on monday ade UJIAN LISAN "ARAB"..damn ...

tu la yg plng aku seram sgt2 selama ni , makin hari makin bdebor2, ya ampon...........! Bila lar nk abis sem nih ...gggrrr...

n for next day nye, ari selasa smpai khamis akan bz memanjang, bUbye JB, i nk p melaka,, ade asgmnt utk kos TOURISM MANAGEMENT yg sy duduki nih .. cian bf tggl sorg2 yer .heee,,

YANG PASTI ... ujung bulan 3 ni sy akan bercuti ye ..wee~~  bersama buah hati la kan ,,, syapa lg dehhh..

In addition , cewarhhh ... awal2 bulan 4 je dh start bz ngn project,, huh ... kne hndle event ...bbluurpp2... xsudah tu esknye pulak kne join modeling ...zZZZzzZZZz... 

KESIMPULANNYA : sem 3 final x byk .. tp penatnye ..haishh tuhan jela yg tahu  (>,<)

k la ...tu je ..bye2..heheeehhhh

 

Nah amek ni .... cukup sedih x ??  

bubye uolssssssssssssssssssssss